How do you know when your tears are just the cause of hormone-related depression or something that is really wrong and won't be better tomorrow...?

Doesn't seem like i'll be able to upload you guys any images, will have to try that from another connection.
For now have a brilliant day and talk soon :)

Yaaay, it works! Ok brilliant

Hey everybody, i'm back.
Took my man to a surprise trip to our local observatory last weekend. Was really interesting. Plus i saw a shooting star just as i was looking at a section of the Milky Way through the telescope! Now that was magical!!!!

Man its freezing today!!! geez!!! thought it was supposed to be getting warmer!
Ok this is a test to see if i can actually publish posts again..
hold thumbs...

I'm finally back at work, after a 2 week quarantine, which followed 2 other weeks of constant back-and-forth, doc appointments, the works. I never thought I'd say this, but I'm happy to be back at work! Here at work I got people, I got email, I got the internet! And I've got things to do!

In these last weeks I've gone through so many movies I think I've filled up my quota for the next couple of months! Saw some pretty interesting things though I must say.

Like last night, The Number 23 - now that one definitely screws with your mind!!! Plus its very unusual to see Jim Carrey in such a dark role! But bloody well done!

Also in light of a lot of couples breaking up (or does it just seem like it?) I've seen my own relationship with new eyes - very appreciative eyes! Suddenly every day is like christmas, and I see in so many small things how incredibly lucky I am. Also I'd worried that this rising divorce rate would make me shy away from walking down the aisle myself, but quite the opposite, I've never been more sure in my life!

I think its a good idea to take 3BT up again actively. so my 3 Beautiful Things today are:

1. I have a wonderful man in my life, that actually loves and adores me as much as I love and adore him!

2. There are a lot of people out there that actually missed me while I was gone, many of whom I wouldn't have expected it from.

3. I'm healthy. I know it sounds cliche, but I got really lucky this last month. I could've ended up in hospital but instead my Super-Immune System pulled me through and just got me 2 weeks rest.

For all of you out there, I really hope you have a great day, with warm sunshine and air that smells like spring, and at least 3 people that suddenly have the urge to give you a great big hug! :)

basic human nature

watched a rather thought-inducing movie last night - The Mist. yeah i know, one of many scary-creatures-movie, but i found that the 'monsters' actually feature very little in the storyline - what seems to be the main point is how primal we humans can become, if put in an extreme situation. now this topic has been explored so many times - for example in 'Lord of the Flies' and attempts like Big Brother. How we start to turn on each other when taken out of our safety zone and left exposed to new and unknown circumstances. Its a topic thats always fascinated me, and even now, days after watching this movie, it still buzzes around in the back of my mind. The ending especially got to me - that was worse than the worst horror movie!

i'm back!

hey everybody!
man, yeah i know, i was gone for ages! but i'm back, and i intend to stay back!